i have no money. that means i have enough money for gas, drinking, going out for pizza, my cell phone. and nothing else. i dont understand where other people get things. maybe they drink/smoke less than me. how can other people afford shit? i dont pay rent. if i had rent/mortgage i would never have any money. i think a decent standard of living, with morally responsible food, vacation and clothing purchases requires an income of easily 100k and up. if you want to live in a place with decent restaurants and shit, and ready access to clothing stores, that isnt a dirty city, you are f-d. shit is tough. some people i know have jobs and shit. like real ones. im pretty jealous. would totally love a crib w/o my parents. i hate dogs. we have 2. hate the lifestyle of blount rides. hate my parents.
i feel like many people had these feelings in high school. maybe now they love their parents? maybe they are more mature than me. idk. i feel like i need to attend the hater's ball. hate hate hate. its not just jealousy motivated though. some of it is also scornful. resent people whose lifestyle choices i find callous or immoral. (most of these people coincidentally have nicer cars than me)
kinda feel like hatin parents is necessary but also kinda self loathin, since ur just their jizzum and stuff
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